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The birthday Conundrum
I suppose this is not a post you should be expecting, I am just
trying to figure something out. And I hope you guys can help me.
Ok so first off I guess I need to tell you
some basic stuff, I am a quite an introvert in my life and have never liked
being in public places ever. I guess some problems are because of me being a
crossdresser and not feeling good in my own body adds to these troubles. Like
every other person I too have a fear of people judging me, yes it is to a next
level but I guess I can’t help that.
So yesterday I had my birthday. Being an
introvert I have never like being in the light and having a birthday is like
having the lighthouse point at you in the darkest night.
My parents at least my father loves to go
out and have a fun time. And I always admire him for that. But that’s where the
problem lies too. My father although now is go with me not having a birthday
party an more still wants me to go out with them to a restaurant (which I really
really despise).
We always end up having an argument about going
to a freaking restaurant!!! I really hate myself for not going as I know that
the pros of going to the restaurant and eating the freshly made food is much
better than having it packed and bought home.
So now whatever the case maybe I always end
up being miserable. I am here to get advice from you guys now, what do I do…
one thing is for sure the self-loathing is not going away for sure .
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