Wednesday 27 December 2017

Xbox and the Chronicles of the slow internet

It happened again my internet is down again, this has soo many times now that it doesn’t even frustrate me anymore it just makes me want to bury my face in a pillow and scream hehe…

So I guess everyone knows that I am a avid gamer and just love to play video games, and some of my close friends will tell you that I can talk about video games for far too long. Coming from a middle class family it has always been my dream to own an actual console and this dream did come true, and I ordered a new xbox one s, and I just couldn’t wait to get my hands on it, although I still had to wait for it for 4 days ,as it was gonna arrive on the 28th December, (side note: what is with these online retail store over estimating the delivery date of the package, it although delights me when I get my new pink thong panties 2 days earlier, but it also makes my heart stop (being a closet crossdresser)whenever my mumma calls from the outside that there is a package for me! And asks me what is in the package !!!!!!) , I digress so anyway me and my family had made plans to have a get together on the 25th December.

For which I left on the morning of 25th, as I was about to leave the city and was at the city limits I got a call from non-other than the delivery guy asking for directions to my house (side note/question again(there are going to be a lot of these hehe) : do you gals ever hope that the delivery guy is cute looking cause I always do…I take extra time to look for the money hehe).

As soon as I heard him say that my package had arrived I almost made a U-turn on the highway luckily I car came fitted with anti-stupid which saved my life lol(I didn’t…DRIVE SAFE KIDS!!!ALWAYS WEAR THE SEATBEALTS). Unfortunately with a heavy heart I had to reschedule the delivery to the next day when I would be returning. I still enjoyed the get together with all my awesome aunts, they are such good role models for little girls, you should meet them someday hehe.
Anyway reached home late in the night at about 1 in the night ,only to find out the f-ing internet was down…I screams must have woken up every sleeping dog in the block, such high was my pitch that only the dogs could hear me). 

And all the people who own a console know how much of a data whores are these consoles, so all hopes of my playing the video game for the first day were dashed in an instant.

The next day it was about 9:19 when I was making something special for you guys *wink wink nudge nudge… when I get a call from ekart Rahul!...Yes Rahul was the delivery guy! Asking me for the directions again…judging by his voice Rahul seemed to be young and potentially cute too… and he had promised to me that he will safely bring my xbox to me before 11am..(my knight in the shinning helmet on a splender arrived on literally and I am not even kidding 10:55 AM.


Anyway yes Rahul is cute and if anyone wants him they can have him(he had like brown eyes and his nose had a small nose…maybe his lips could use a little work).Rahul was wearing one of those puffy sweater so I don’t know what kind of body he has,but he certainly wasn’t fat like me that for sure.
Paying Rahul the money I took my 4 and half kg bundle of joy inside my house and started to unbox it.
Do you guys wanna see an unboxing of my xbox? Well…. you know what’s the first thing to do if you ever invent a time machine. I ripped the flipkart packaging to shreds with my trusty ol’knife.BTW everyone should a multipurpose knife with them they are so useful..I have one of those swiz army knives…which even has jute sack needle swear in it…who needs that!!!..
Looking at the white box I was almost in tears lol… I opened the box with the knife and dug in the box...carefully removed everything as my mother sat next to me popping the bubble wrap bubbles.
As I completed a little photo session with my baby xbox.. I went to put the it on the counter to connect it to the power supply and guess what happened…stop reading and think what must have happened…..

What did you think?...if you thought the light went out you are hundred percent correct. THE FREAKING LIGHTS WENT OUT!!!!!!. OMG I mean WTF …why does all of this only happen to me!...i almost cried looking at the tv’s led go off…

I had to almost wait for almost an hour for the lights to come back, just staring at the box and controller. It was 1 in the noon the lights came back, I jumped up to start the xbox.
Connecting the xbox to the tv I sat next to the tv and waited for it to load up, For all the non-console peasants out there. Do you know what’s the first thing the console does as it loads up?
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DOWNLOAD A 2GB software file!!!!!! And if you weren’t asleep in the beginning of this post…my “high speed “bsnl internet was down, and all I was left was with half dead jio sim which even took a minute to load google. So that’s what I did…I downloaded the 2gb file using jio, it was 26 percent when the jio started to annoy me by saying that the I gb daily limit has been reached and fuck you! In two different languages...
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But then drum rolls…..a ray of hope appeared…as the modem started to show signs of life…
Yup it was up again!... I quickly restarted the xbox, connected it to my wifi and soon in about 5 minutes it was up and running…

BUT…… then there was the games that needed to be downloaded…
The first game I purchased was the assassin’s creed it was 44.68GB….so that’s that…

I strapped in…and just sat there…you won’t believe what excitement can make you do…cause I saw a the freaking “Heropanti” movie and “commando 2”(commando2 has actually some good sequences in the climax. Maybe check it out) just cause I didn’t want to leave the xbox alone.
It was 11 PM when I decided to just sleep and wake up the next day to play.

It was 1 am in the night when I woke up and thought that all of this was a dream and I never got the xbox…it was so disappointing…but then I woke up a little more and realised that everything was real and the box was in the living room. And ran to it, started the tv and behold…the game had downloaded and ready to be played.

So at 1 in the night I realised my 12-year-old dream of owning a console to play video games...
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That’s where I will stop the story…
PS: I don’t know dada if you ever see this, I really want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, I love you soooo much. If only I could be your sister to show you how much I love you hehe…





Sunday 17 December 2017

Magical First Night

this caption is about the first time a boy gets out dressed alone. I have been dressing up for forever but i have never dared to go out, i hope that day comes soon. 
Do you guys have any similar experiences, do comment...

Wednesday 6 December 2017

My first western dress

Hey guys...these are my crossdressing pics..I love this dress soo much ,also this is my first ever dress that I ever bought.
Also i know the dress actually looks pink but its actually red in color I KNOW RIGHT!...
But i still love it to death... and cant get enough how the dress makes me feel inside.
I feel like dancing around in my house all day hehe, 
Maybe i should tell you about how  I got and manage to keep this dress too. 
Cause its actually a little funny.
So about 2 or 3 months ago I think there was some kind of sale going on and there were discounts on dresses.And there was this huge discount on the dress I really loved (tsk tsk this one..)

so I immediately fell in love with it... it was from a paytm and just so everyone knows the service of paytm isn't all that great.. there was nothing to properly track the package or anything.
So with a very excited and scared heart I waited for the dress to arrive.
Finally after about 2 weeks of waiting i got the message that the package was out for delivery and luckily it was on Saturday when I am home the whole day.

I was studying in my room when my mom called out to me that there was some package for me at the door( i had my heart in my mouth when she said that!)

I quickly went to the package guy and took the package and signed for it...and just quickly went to my room and hid the package in my desk. and I was so glad that my mum was busy cooking food or something, so she didn't ask me anything at the moment.

And I know you are thinking...'but preeti you said it was a funny story'.. and you are right.
But i wanna say 'SHUT UP !!anonymous voice in my head I'm trying to get views here'...hehe.

But picture abhi baki hai mere dost..it was 2 days later when my mother asks me about the package that i got...and i literally zoned out for like 2 minutes as i tried to think of a legitimate excuse for getting a package that she doesn't require her attention. 

Like i literally had a conversation with myself in my head...arguing what and how  i should explain this to her...
And I got this awesome excuse that would totally satisfy my mum's curiosity and she wouldn't want to what it actually was.

But...but as its said," no battle plan survives contact with the enemy".
so all of the things that i would say went down the drain and only thing that came out of my mouth was," its a birthday gift for a friend okay, its just a dress..." and almost ran out of the room to my own... and Im sure there was  a dust cloud behind me...

And yes yes i know..you would ask me why didn't just lie to her telling her that it was something else...
but wait do u know why the truth is always the best...because as i ran away from the room she called me that the tags from the dress where on the floor and how i should throw them away!!!!!!!

So yeah the moral of the story is always tell the truth to your mothers ..they know everything(unless its about you dressing up in girls clothings..then maybe think about it a little hehe).

Finally the night came and finally everyone was asleep and i wore the dress for the first time..and it was just really really awesome..i just couldn't get over how silky it felt and how much my air i felt o my legs hehe.

But yeah i got to dress up properly about 2 weeks when my parents went to their friend's house out of town..
I properly got to dress, i shaved my legs and hands and everything, put moisturizer on my legs.
Made my boobies using the water balloons( and let me tell you the water balloons feel soooooo good ...it makes me yearn for the real things so much.)
I had an awesome day dressed up and took so many pics..at some point i was a little sad that i didnt have anyone to take my pics  restricting my poses every much as i also had to hold the phone to take the pics.
and here are the results. 

Ok I have think i have spoken too much...enjoy the pics , And if you read whole way through... i love you...

   










PS: the dress that you see..its actually a poor Chinese counterfeit of  a dress.
here is how its supposed to look like.lol




Friday 1 December 2017

One line captions

I have been meaning to do this for so long , but my college work has been really stopping me from giving to much time to the captions/stories here for the blog and don't worry my lovlies i have been trying to chip away all the little time from my classes that i could and have been making these captions.

But to get to the matter at hand first, these are some captions that my dear friend niharika... who loves to write little captions, little one liners which i totally love.
I had promised her that i would make these captions and upload them but i just couldn't get around to it.

Well i made some of them now and posting them here...niharika i hope i made you proud 😊...
so for now enjoy!!!












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Thursday 30 November 2017

True Love...?

I don't know what to call this one...maybe you guys can help...give me a good title for this one and win....well...win my appreciation hehe...xoxo

Saturday 25 November 2017

Brandy

these lyrics are from the song "You're a Fine Girl" by the 'looking glass', it was featured in the guardians of the galaxy vol. 2 and i just love it...if you guys wanna check it here's the link: you're a fine girl. go check it out...but first read the caption hehe...

Monday 30 October 2017

HALLOWEEN PARTY

Ok so tomorrow is Halloween and i had this caption made for sooooooooo long, and today I get to post it yay!...so i hope you like it, also HAPPY HALLOWEEN, hope you get to dress up as you want today and always.

Monday 23 October 2017

The Cliched One

Ok this caption is what the title says, its cliched story of the husband crossdressing and wife coming back home.Anyway this is the first time i made this type of cap,hope you enjoy!

Thursday 19 October 2017

Happy Diwali!!!

Happy Diwali everyone! I hope you all have a safe and happy celebrations and may all your wishes come to fruition.hugs and kisses hehe

Friday 22 September 2017

The Bet

Ok this is the second long story series that i have written.
This story is a about crossdressing, and realistic transformation not like the last story that i had written whhich had a magical transformation theme and also the transformation of our heroine was quick( you can click on the name to read that story here if you want to :village changes my life .

Anyway this story is a crossdressing with a realistic transformation which will be gradual and she would evolve into femininity through the chapters. 

One more thing i would want to point out is that , i am writing this story as i go and also my 3rd year of college has started and i am learning that SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!! ENGINEERING IS HARD!!.

Sooooo.....the following chapters are going to be slow...

Still excited post the story again
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Ok so by the title of this story you must have guessed what the story is about... anyway

The story is about two friends that bet each other about a game and the winner gets to have other under his control. Naturally our friend Nikki looses and Ayush decides to have him as his french maid for the next 4 weekends. Stick around to know what all happens with them..
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  THE BET

Chapter 1: the bet

Ayush and Nick were sitting on the couch playing Mortal Kombat on Ayush’s ps4. Both of them had met coincidentally once in a mall and just hit it off and became good friends about 2 months ago.

Neither of them was that good at the game, but still loved to play the game. 

After playing sometime Nick said that he had to leave as his sister was coming to pick him up as they were having family dinner tonight.

Ayush wanted to play for a little longer and suggested that he will drop Nick home later. Nick agreed to him and called his sister to go home without him.

Ayush suggested a bet, the loser does whatever the winner asks for a month. 

Nikki was never the one to run away from a good contest and accepted. He knew that Ayush had a awesome BMW and would make him chauffeur him around.

Neither of them was good at the game... but Nick won the first 2 rounds playing as the scorpion and Ayush played as Raiden.

Perhaps Nick became too over confident and lost both next rounds.

Now it was the last round and both of them were excited. None of them wanted to loose.

They fought the last round, both of them were just mashing buttons and trying to activate their special move but couldn’t do it. Nick’s life was half-way through ,he thought that could still win, but then suddenly Ayush activated his special move of lightning bolt and Nick’s whole life drained.

Nick buried his head in the controller as he heard the familiar voice of khan “FINISH HIM”. 

Ayush ended his life throwing his hands in the air as he celebrated his victory shouting with excitement,” you are my maid for the next month now hahaahahahaahaha.”

Nick waited for Ayush to settle down and explain what he wanted from him.
Ayush lived alone at his home and so he wanted Nick to be his maid for the weekends for the month, and he will not only have to perform all the maids duties but also look like one during the time.

Nick knew that it was really going to be difficult but also that he had to go through with the bet no matter what. And so, he agreed to be his maid for the month.

Soon Ayush dropped Nick to his parents’ house. Nick had his mother and an elder sister in his family, sadly his father had passed away when he was little.

Nick didn’t live with them and had a separate house he lived in a smaller apartment as he worked from home as a software engineer and wanted to keep his house maintenance to minimum.

Ayush was a big an executive in a big company and the job gave him so many perks like the awesome luxury car and a big apartment.

 Ayush lived alone and wasn’t the tidiest of people so his apartment was messy and that’s why he made Nick be his maid (he thought it would be really fun to make him be his maid for the weekend and then he would just end the bet).



Chapter 2: The maid




The week went on and it was Saturday evening when Nick reached Ayush’s home. Ayush had to work late most often so he left keys to his apartment for Nick.

Nick let him selves in and went to the spare room where the maids dress was supposed to be. He found the 2 French maids dresses of different sizes. There were also a pair of low heels and an inferior quality wig for him to wear. Nick sighed audibly but he still decided to uphold the bet and removed his clothes to try the dress.

 After he wore the dress he went to look in the long mirror, he saw that his leg hair was visible and didn’t look good at all, he decided to shave his legs before starting to clean the house.

Nick carefully shaved his legs, keeping in mind not to nick, as it would look worse if he had nicked legs.


He loved the feeling of smooth legs, but he knew that he had a lot of work to do, so he hurried to the room put on the wig and directly went on to clean the house.

 Ayush had so much stuff lying around because of which the apartment looked so shabby, but he also noticed that the apartment wasn’t that dirty, like it didn't have any food that had gone bad or sticky things around the apartment, it was just filled with useless things.

Nick cleaned the rooms with vacuum cleaner and arranged the clothes and things in the rooms, he took the dirty clothes to the washing machine to clean them up.


Next he went in the kitchen to start cooking, but he saw that there wasn’t much to cook, “he calls and a maid to cook and doesn’t even have food to be cooked, typical Ayush”, Nick said sighing.

As Nick was putting the washed and dried clothes away, he heard Ayush come in , Ayush saw the apartment and was surprised to find it so clean.
Nick came out to the living room, Ayush had a smile when he looked at Nick dressed up as the maid, Ayush thought he looked so cute in the little dress, but decided to not tell him to not make it awkward.


"You didn’t have anything to cook, I couldn’t make anything."Nikki said.

“Oh I am sorry, I will just order the pizza ." Ayush said taking his phone out.

No no , what kind of maid would I be, if you had to order pizza from outside. ", Nick said as she giggled and went in the kitchen.

After sometime Nick called out to Ayush from the kitchen asking if he wanted anything to drink while the food was getting prepared.

Nick bought the coke bottle to him and bent down to give him the bottle, he didn’t realize it but Nick looked very good in the little black dress and Ayush noticed it, he decided not to say anything. And went back to kitchen to cook.

After about 5 min Ayush went in the kitchen to check up on Nick as he too wanted to help his friend. He went besides Nick and started chatting, if whether he could help him.

Nick just pushed him out of the kitchen and told him that the food was just ready.

After some time, the food was ready as Nick announced it and started to go change his clothes, Ayush had a thought and stopped him, saying that you can’t just change your clothes when we are eating dinner.

And so Nick had to eat the dinner dressed as the maid which was really weird. He didn’t realise how short the dress was as he was busy working but now that he sat down, he was more concise of the dress and how it rode up while he sat and showed off his thighs. He also felt the air on his crotch and legs. He was still hot cause of the wig which was also itchy.

Ayush helped Nick clean up the table and do the dishes.

Ayush thanked Nick as he went to leave his apartment. And reminded him about the next weekend. Ayush knew that he had thought of ending the bet tonight but after seeing Nick dressed as the cute maid, he just wanted to see him more and decided to let this carry on.

Nick drove his car to his home as he thought about the dress and wig he had to wear and how itchy it was, he decided to pay a visit to his sister’s house to borrow some clothes and the wig that he knew she had from the drama club.

Nick did his job throughout the week he liked that it was so easy for him to work through home. As it would be so weird to explain to his co-workers his shaved hands and legs.


Chapter 3: Trying Harder


It was Saturday morning when he decided to go to his mum’s house to get some dresses from his sister’s clothes. He knew that today his mum and sister would be out and he could sneak around to borrow some dresses. He got to the house and decided to first go to his sister’s room which had some dresses that he knew she was not going to miss.
He took some salwar suits and dresses, he was the same size of his sister. But his feet were a little bigger and which were closer to his mum’s feet. The next stop was his mum’s wardrobe he looked for her high heels.
He knew that she loved her heels and mostly had them when she was young and now she didn’t wear them cause she was getting older.
He took a pair of black high heels and was another red colored 5-inch-high heels.
 Suddenly he remembered that there were breast forms of his grandma.
He took all those things to his car……. He stayed there for some time until his mum returned and then left.
On the way to his home he suddenly realized that to wear the breasts forms he would also require a bra. So, he decided to a lingerie shop to buy them.
The lingerie shop was not a new place for Nick as he had accompanied his mum or sister to the shop a lot of times.
Going in the shop Nick was still a little nervous about what he would tell the salesgirl. He decided to lie that he was buying lingerie for his girlfriend. 
Luckily the store was a little empty, Nick still approached the salesgirl a little sheepishly, and asked for help.
“Hello my name is Riya, how can I help you”.
“Hey, hi Riya could you help me I am looking for some bras..its umm for my girlfriend.” asked Nick to the 20 something salesgirl.
Riya looked at Nick carefully, but then she didn’t say anything and went on to help him. She took him to the bras aisle and asked,” Do you have the measurements or do you want to have it measured right now?”
Nick looked shocked to hear her comment. “She knows” thought a very terrified Nick.
“Don’t be afraid, it’s ok I won’t tell anyone.” She paused and asked again if he wanted to be measured.
Nick was a little relived but still felt an anxious but decided to tell her everything and agreed to be measured properly. She took him in the changing room and asked him to remove his shirt.
Still being a little hesitant he proceeded to remove his t-shirt. His chest measured 36 inches and the breast forms were a c-cup which he found wasn’t that big even for normal women and had a quite an extensive range to pick the bras from.
Riya bought a number of colorful bras of different types for Nick to try. He wore a black lacy normal looking bra. Putting his hands through the straps and tried to close the clasp of the bra. But then Riya stopped him and asked him to remove it.
“First take it around your chest with the clasps in front and then rotate it around and put your hands at the end when you are satisfied with the fit, this will make wearing it really easy. As he looked in the mirror she also handed him the black lacy panty to go with the bra.
“You might want to tuck it after wearing the panty”, Riya giggled a little saying as she went out.
Nick did what he was told and as his view went up from the bottom to top, he saw that he looked quite feminine, he liked how he looked and decided to test a little more feminine set of lingerie.
Nick with the help of Riya picked a couple of more lingerie sets besides the black one.
After checking out all the sets, Riya suggested, “you should also buy some pantyhose or stockings as you are going to be wearing the maid dress”. Nick thanked Riya as he left the shop.
Riya suddenly stopped him and told him that she had a friend who worked in the clothing store in the mall and he could go there if he needed to buy any type of clothes. Nick liked the idea but decided to hold off on it.
Nick justified his shopping of female shopping by convincing himself that he wanted to be a go through with the bet by being a proper maid for his friend. But he knew in his mind that he really liked the feel of the bra and panty that he wore earlier in the store.
After working for some hours decided to work on his makeup skills and looked up YouTube videos about it. Applying and removing and then reapplying it again and again helped him get ok with the makeup skills

 Nick decided to pack a bag to carry all the things that he would need to transform. After that he shaved his legs, hands and chest properly again applying moisturizer everywhere he combed his black hair straightening it out he decided that he was not going to wear the itchy blonde wig.

Nick left for Ayush’s house in his car a little earlier cause he wanted time to get ready. As before Ayush had left the keys for him to get in. Nick quickly went to the spare room to change into the costume.
He started with gluing the breast forms on his chest. He lied down on the bed and let the forms set in after about 10 mins he got up and felt the weight of them on his back, cupping the breast forms with his hand he really liked how they felt. He proceeded to wear the bra, how Riya had taught him. Then came the panty, tucking his penis took a little effort.  He rolled the stockings and then started rolling it up the leg, it was easy for him cause he had seen his sister do this many times. Standing up, his thighs rubbed together, and he decided that it was the best feeling that he ever had, it felt so smooth. He got the dress from the bed and wore it, took the black heels from the bag and wore them, he went to the mirror to see if everything was good.
He applied the makeup that he had taken from his sister’s vanity. And demeaned himself passable. He admired himself in the mirror, he really liked the way his breasts gave his body a feminine shape, he really appreciated the feminine hips that he endowed from his mother, now giving him almost hourglass shape.
He reminded himself that there was work to be done and so he tore his eyes away from the mirror and went on to clean the house as he had the last time, he noticed that Ayush had left less stuff around this week and seemed to have cleaned a little after himself.
He put the clothes in the washing machine and went on to cook the food, he started preparations for the chicken curry.
Ayush arrived a little while later as Nick was still in the kitchen, he smelled the food and went in to see, as he went in all the thoughts of food left his mind as he looked at the little woman working in the kitchen, he stared at little bubble butt that that moved around as she moved around and hummed some tune.
Staring at the tush his mind kicked in and he realized that the sext little thing was his MALE friend. He realized that he was being inappropriate and tried to remove any thoughts of his friend from his mind.
He went behind Nick to see what was cooking and tapped him on the shoulder.  Nick turned and all the thoughts of Ayush not staring at the adorable woman went through the window. And a wide grin spread on Ayush’s face.
“Omg Ayush you scared me, how did you come home early. I was just finishing up the cooking. Dinner will be ready soon hope you are hungry!” said Nick.
“Oh yeah I will freshen up and be right back. Ummm Nick you really look good; the black hair does actually look better on you than that hideous blonde hair.” Said Ayush as he went to his room.
Nick was setting up the dinner table as Ayush came back. Nick said that he was going to go change and asked if Ayush wanted anything while he freshened up.
Nick gave a can of coke and walked away from Ayush to the spare room. Ayush stared at the sauntering woman.
Nick threw the itchy blonde wig on the bed and changed his maid outfit to the one he had bought from his sister. It was a cream colored which had flowers imbedded on it, also it had tight red skirt that went on till his knee and then flared out.  It looked pretty and Nick just couldn’t resist taking that dress. He also wore the high heeled sandals of his mum. After applying a little makeup, he stood up and instantly almost fell down, he remarked to himself that he wanted to work in these heels he needed more practice and was going to do so once he reaches home. Arranging his free-flowing hair, he stepped out of the room and heard an audible gasp coming from the end of the hall.
Ayush just couldn’t believe that the beauty that had just stepped out of the room was actually his best friend. Not only that but he was a knock out, more that he was the most beautiful woman he knew.
Nick slowly walked to the table remembering to put heels first before toe walking taking small steps, as he had seen his sister practice when they were little. Arching his legs a little he minced his little bottom to the table.

This dinner wasn’t as awkward as the last time but it still felt out of place cause unlike last time today Ayush couldn’t take is eyes away from Nick today, not even the delicious dish that he had prepared could sway his mind from the beauty that sat in front of him, he had all these questions in his mind, like did Nick dress like this before, if not why was he depriving the world of such beauty (or was it just him).
Did he like men (Ayush thought this would totally be inappropriate to ask as his dressing didn’t dictate what sexual preferences he have).
Ayush decided to make some small talk, he asked how his day was and told him about his own day, one thing he quickly realized was that Nick was behaving femininely too, which kind of solidified his doubts about Nick too liking this dressing up.
The small talk helped the awkwardness go away.
After the dinner Ayush helped him clean up the table and helped in washing the dishes.
After doing the dishes they watched tv for some time, the loved watching rick and morty and laughed all the way through.
It was time to leave, Nick took his bag from the room and got ready to leave.
“Are you going to go home like this”, asked Ayush.
“yeah, its ok, my car is parked just outside I don’t think anyone will see me and I have car parking inside my house anyway so no one will see me there either.” Nick assured him and left for his house.
Ayush looked at his Nick from behind as he walked in the corridor going to the elevator, his mind and heart were really fighting each other.

Nick sat in the car putting the bag in the back seat, as he drove through the empty roads of the city, he thought about all the things that happened today, the shopping trip, meeting Riya and realizing that not everyone would be freaked out if they knew he was a guy and wanted to wear female clothes, he also found out how good it felt to wear the feminine clothes.
But the thing that he didn’t want to accept to himself was that he really liked how Ayush kept looking at him, he really liked all the attention that he got from Ayush. He decided to get better at the makeup and clothes.
As he got home, he relaxed for some time and went on to change his clothes and get ready for bed.
He removed his clothes but decided to keep the breast forms on, as he really liked the feel of them on his chest.
He had to wear his old male pajamas to sleep which did not feel anywhere near as good as the stockings did on his legs (he wondered if he should make another trip to his sister’s house to get some nighties).
But for now, he was really tired with all the cooking and cleaning up, he quickly removed his makeup and got into his bed to sleep,
Both were in their bed now thinking about each other, wondering if they should tell each other how they felt about them.



 Chapter 4: The Sister


Next day Nick got up and had this sensation on his chest, he remembered that he had left the forms on, he was really starting to like the feel of them on his body.

Freshening up he had a wild idea, he had been thinking of starting exercising again, he decided to go for a run in the park today.

He wore his exercising clothes, which covered his breasts a little, but were still protruding from his jacket, he put his hair in a high pony tail and went on for the run.  

'I don’t think I have come out of to the park this early ever. The air feels so fresh too'
He chuckled as he slowly jogged through the park.  

He jogged around for a bit and then started to walk home, he saw the café shop to the side and decided to go in, he ordered his coffee and sat on the table and was reading some newspaper when a guy approached him and started talking to him.

“Have we ever met each other before?”

Although Nick was new to the whole woman business but he wasn’t naïve and quickly knew that the guy was trying to flirt with him a little, and admittedly Nick really liked that he was getting attention from a guy even when he wasn’t dresses to the t, and had no makeup on.  Speaking in a low voice so that he doesn’t realize Nick was a guy he declined him when the guy asked Nick for a date.

Finishing up the coffee Nick went home. Nick took a long bath, cleaning up everything, he also bought a female razor while he was out to shave his legs more properly.

As smooth as the legs where after applying moisturizer Nick just decided to wear the bra and panty set with pantyhose under his regular clothes.

Nick felt that he was done for the day after working for hours. He decided to pay his sister’s closet a visit to maybe see if some of her clothes were feeling lonely and unloved and wanted to come with him.

He wore the top that with a blue skinny jean that he took from his sister the last time. He thought he looked quite feminine even after wearing just normal clothes and seemed quite happy with himself.

His mother was a school teacher and his sister worked in a company. So he was sure that the house would be empty right now. So he drove to their house so as to borrow some more clothes from his sister.

Sneaking in the house he took his bag straight to his sister’s room, he made sure that he didn’t take any favorite dress of his sister’s so as to not raise any suspicion.

This time Nick wanted to have some nightwear to wear, he wanted to feel the silky feeling while he slept, he found one baby blue baby doll that she had, and it looked like it hadn’t been worn for some time and so he took it, he also took some more skirts and skinny jeans. As he was looking for some more clothes he heard something from the door.

His sister was standing on the door, “ummm…. I should have known it was you... that top looks better on you anyway.”

“I am sorry sis I can explain this…” said Nick.

“You don’t have to explain anything dear... but yes mother would have much preferred it you had told her that you were taking her favorite pair of heels from her hehe.”

“You mean she knows?”, asked a shocked Nick.

“Of course she knows, every single one of us knows dummy, we knew when you were little, we knew that it was just time before we found you like this”.

Explained Anu as she went closer to him, examining him from top to bottom. She hugged him as she told him that they approved of whatever he decided to do and would love to help with anything that he wanted.

Anu convinced Nick to dress up and show mum her new daughter. 

Although scared Nick decided to do it. They decided that he should wear the little blue salwar kameez with tight red leggings and chunni. They kept his hair straight which now came up to just below his shoulder blades.

It was maybe after 2:30PM when the sound of mum’s car came from the garage. Anu quickly asked Nick to go to his room so that he could make a little entrance after Anu welcomed their mum.

“Oh boy it’s a hot day today isn’t it” mum said as she came in with one had holding her purse and the other waving a tissue to her face.


“I saw Nick’s car is he hear again”, asked mum with a sheepish grin.

“Yes mum and I think he has something to show you”, Anu said and called Nick down.

Wearing the heels Nick kept in mind to slowly climb down not to stumble. Mum had a motherly smile on her face as she saw Nick for the first time, she knew that Nick would look good as a girl, but seeing him really amazed her.


As he got down the stairs and went near anu, mother inspected him and asked him to give her a little twirl.

“If I didn’t know he was my son there is no way I would ever know" giggled mum as she thought about her young son. 

They hugged each other as Nick thanked his mum for accepting his decisions, he also told them the about the bet but didn’t forget to mention it that he was really starting to like being like this.

“It’s weird calling you nick when you are dressed like this, is there any other name that you like to be called by lil sis?” asked Anu.

“Hmmm…how about Nikki…with two ‘I’s and two ‘k’s.?” suggested mum.

“Aww I like it” said a satisfied Nikki.

After the initial compliments, the three of them sat around talking about their childhood memories.

It was a little after 5 when Nikki decided to head home, he started to take the bag with him, but then mother stopped him.

“No daughter of mine is going to be wearing any hand me downs, we are going shopping tomorrow morning itself so be here by 11 tomorrow. “mum instructed sternly to Nikki.

“I will be here mum” he hugged both of them and finally went home.
Nikki was happy the whole way through and had a sound sleep that night.


Ok that's the first 4 parts that i have written.. I haven't written anymore at the moment of posting this...so lets see where this goes...would love to have your feedback. comment and share if you like.

Saturday 9 September 2017

Male Pregnancy

I just love this pic...and like a lot of crossdressers and trans-women also a huge dream of mine..which unfortunately i know will never come true...I would really love to experience all the highs and lows of carrying a life inside me. It is so fascinating to me. 
Also i would love to hear your views on it and what you think? Do you ever think of being pregnant?And what do you think would be the best and/or worst thing about being pregnant. comment below...